Thursday, March 09, 2006

Ktibt din il bolg ax ili hafna bxi affarijiet fuq qalbi. Nispera li ma tigix twila wisq. AQRAWHA KOLLA PLS PLS PLS

It tnjen filodu ftal linja kont naqra imdeejja kont ili ekk mill Hadd wara nofsinahr, imma it tnejn ftal linja gietni realizzazjoni taf kif ihossu l mahbub tijej (naf li tinstema stramba) li intom tichduh l imhabba li hu miet ghaliha.

Meta kelli 14,15 kien hemm tfajla li kont inhobb, nahseb li kienet l unika tfajla li veru habbejt (izjed minn habiba), din kienet taf kif inhossni imma hi ma kienitx thossa l istess. Tant kont inhobba li kont noqod maghha meta qed tkellimni fuq guvintur ohra, u ghax ma jridux johorgu maghha jew ghax m hemm hadd ma min tohrog fil grupp taghna u hekk. Jien dan il hin kollu go qalbi nghid hemm jien hem jien. Veru kont nerd (u tifel zghir)f’dak iz zmien imma kont inhobbha ta veru. Fl ahhar ma baqghetx taghmilha maghna biex regghet bdiet ‘tiggerra’ sa xi sena wara l- ahhar darba li rajtha xorta hassejt qalbi taqbez (qisni qlajt xi daqqa jew xi haga ma nafx kif niddeskriviha) ghax kont ghadni nhobbha.

Nhar it tnejn bdejt nirrealizza li dan hu dak li aghddi minnu Gesu ihobbok tant li joqghod jisimghek anki meta qed titolbu jissodisfak b Allat ohra (tipo l-flus... jek il flus huma izjed importanti minn Alla dawn huma alla tieghek). Minn banda hu miguh ax int qed twegghu u minn naha l ohra mwegga ghalik ax jaf li int qed twegga fidejn hafna allat foloz u f idejn din id dinja, u jrid jehilsek. Imma hu ma jistax jimponi li int thobbu inkella ma tkunx imhabba. Int l –gharusa tieghu, imma jek ma thobbux ma tistax tistenna li ha jizzewgek xorta (l istorja ta fuq l-MSN space fuq hekk qieghda) l ghazla f’idejk.

Issa naf li uhud minnkom qas jemmnu f’ Alla.

temmnu t teorija tal big bang, evolution?

Fil Physics studjajna il ligi li

“no energy can be created nor destroyed but only changed from one form to another”

jigifieri li hu impossibli li minn vacuum titfacca xi haga, dan hu impossibli minghajr forza gejja minn barra. Issa din il forza kellha tkun bilfors Alla ghaliex jekk kienet xi haga ohra ma jistax ikun li f vacuum ikun hemm xi haga. Issa jekk Alla kien qawwi bizzejjed biex jintroduci xi haga li ggieghel li l big bang tigri, u li jkun hemm l evolution (minn fejn giet l ewwel kreatura hajja) ma setax dan Alla jaqbad i jaghmel kollox b kellma wahda jek huwa Alla.

Issa Alla tal bibja huwa Alla jew huwa l-alla ta religjon ohra Alla?

Il- Bibja giet miktuba min madwar 40 persuna f temp ta izjed minn elf sena.
Fl antik testment hemm 61 profezija dwar il-Messija (54 jekk teskuli dawk li huma repetizzjoni), issa huwa kwazi impossibli biex 8 minn dawn isehhu fil hajja ta ragel wiehed ahseb u ara 54.

Jien minix nipprova ngieghlkom ma xi grupp jew xi haga hekk, jiena xi xarejn ilu qrajt dan il-vers:

Min jemmen fl-iben ghandu l hajja ta dejjem; izda min ma joqghoddx ghall-iben ma jarax il hajja, imma tibqa fuqu il korla t’ Alla.
Gwanni 3:36

U bdejt nirrealizza x ha jkunu il-konsegwenzi ghal shabi li ma jemmnux. Jien ma rridx narakom tqattghu l-eternita taht il korla t-Alla. Jien irridkom dgawduh fl imhabba eterna tieghu.


Ghalxiex kellu jmut Gesu?

Meta Adam dineb issottometa ghar rieda tax xitan u cahad lill-Alla, b’hekk ix xitan sar il propjetarju tal –bniedem, sakemm id-demm ta bniedem perfett (li hu impossibli biex bniedm ma jidneb qatt) jixtri lura il- hajja tal bnedmin. Hekk bhal fil film ta narnia gesu offra hajjtu volontarjament biex jixtri lura lil gharusa tieghu.


Naf li kollha bnedmin tajbin imma skond gesu stess anki jekk tinkorla kontra xi hadd int qattiel, jekk int thares lejn mara (ragel) biex tixtieqha int adulteru(Mattew 5), jekk tigdeb int giddieb. Naf fiz zgur li kull bniedem dineb, u ma tistax tahbi dnubietek minn Alla (Isaija 29:15). Skond dan kull l istandard kull bniedem ghamel il hazin.

Dawk li ghamlu t tajjeb iqumu ghal hajja, imma dawk li jkunu ghamlu l hazin iqumu ghall kundanna.
Gwanni 5:29

Mela , meta ahna konnha bla sahha, Kristu meta wasal iz zmien, miet ghall- hziena. Bilkemm wiehed imut ghal wiehed tajjeb, ghad li ghandu mnejn jaghmel il-qalb u jmut ghal wiehed generuz. Izda Alla wriena l-imhabba tieghu meta Kristu miet ghalina, ahna li konna ghadna midinbin. Kemm aktar u aktar issa li ahna ggustifikati b’demmu, nsalvaw permezz tieghu mill- korla ta’ Alla! Jekk , meta konna ghadna ghedewwa ta Alla thabbibna mieghu bis sahha tal mewt ta ibnu, kemm aktar issa li ahna hbieb mieghu , nsalvaw permezz tal-hajja tieghu ? Mhux hekk biss imma niftahru wkoll f’Alla b’Sidna Gesu Kristu li permezz tieghu ksibna din il- Hbiberijja.
Rumani 5: 6-11

Sorry kienet naqra twila

Where do you feel you belong? The one which has most things in the list related to the way you feel is where you belong; having one or two in another list doesn’t count, the majority wins,


Living in the Flesh Living in the Spirit

Mind Mind

Obsessive thoughts transformed
Fantasy… Single-minded
Prepared for action

Will Gal 5:16-18 Will

Immorality Love
Impurity Joy
Lustfulness Peace
Idolatry Patience
Witchcraft Kindness
Hatred Goodness
Strife faithfulness
Outbursts of anger Gentleness
Jealousy Self-control
Disputes
Dissensions
Factions Spirit
Envying Salvation
Drunkenness Forgiveness
Carousing Assurance
Security
Acceptance
Worth

Emotions Emotions
Bitterness Peace
Anxiety Joy
Depression


“I tell you the truth, unless a man is born of water and the spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the spirit gives birth to spirit” ……For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.

John 3: 5-19

Marry me

This life is not worth living really, what’s the purpose of it? THERE IS NO POINT!!
We live and die. What the whole point?
But then there is Eternity.
Are you ready for eternity?
Are you Holy or is there stuff you are clinging to?
One God became Human to suffer rejection, pain, betrayal and ultimately a brutal death.
In Roman times the cross was the worst death possible, slow and agonizing.
If the picture you have of Jesus on the cross is the sort u see in most Maltese houses of a ballerina like figure with a couple of red dots, you have no clue of what he suffered.
According to the bible his features were not even recognizable (kind of like “Passion of the Christ” but possibly worse)
What greater love then one man dying for another.
He died for you.
You might think you are a good person but you know you are not perfect.
God died so your imperfections could be covered.
So you can be made a Virgin again.
He wants to marry you.
Marriage is unity between man and woman where the man gives his life completely to his wife and the wife giving her life completely to her husband. Both living as one no longer self seeking but giving one’s self to the other
Will you be a virgin Bride or a whore? (sin (imperfection) is prostitution)
Will you live for the lover or die under the illusion of freedom being in bondage to pain sickness and sin?
No one is holy:
It is the spirit that gives eternal. Human effort accomplishes nothing (John 6:63)
Will you marry Him or reject Him?
Would you marry someone who rejects you?
HE WON’T
And all who believe in God’s Son have eternal life. Those who don’t obey the Son will never experience eternal life, but the wrath of God remains upon them. (John 3:29)
On Judgment day many will tell me, ’Lord, Lord, we prophesied in your name and cast out demons in your name and performed many miracles in your name.’ Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’

If you do not believe the Bible is true:
It was written by 40 different people.
The Old Testament has 61 prophecies about the Messiah – being statistically impossible for 8 of these to be fulfilled in one man, Jesus fulfilled them all.
If you think the disciples made it all up, consider this would be crucified upside down for something made up? Would you be stoned for something that is a fraud?

I urge you all as a friend; I do not want you to spend eternity in hell. The world does in no way satisfy.
Jesus said : if you love me, obey my commandments

Min jemmen fl iben ghandu l hajja ta Dejjem; izda min ma joqghodx ghall-iben ma jarax il hajja, imma tibqa fuqu il- korla ta’ Alla. Gwanni 3:36


B’din l-ebusija ta rasek u n nuqqas ta ndiema f’qalbek, inti qieghed tigma’ ghalik innifsek

il- korla, ghal jum il-korla, meta Alla ghad jirrivela l-gudizzju rett tieghu, u jhallas lil

kulhad skond ma jkun ghamel: jaghti l-hajja tadejjem lil dawk li jippreservaw sa l-ahhar

fl- ghemil it tajjeb, u jkunufittxew il glorja u l-gieh u l-hajja li ma tintemmx, imma jerfa’

l-korla u l-qilla ghal dawk li ma jridu jisimghu b’xejn, u jirvellaw kontra l-verita` biex

imbaghad joqoghdu ghall-Hazen. Rumani 2:5-8


Issa l-gustizzja ta’ Alla dehret minghajr il-Ligi, ghad li l-Ligi u l-profeti jixhdu ghilha. U

din hi l-Gustizzja ta’ Alla u li Alla jaghti permezz tal-fidi f’Gesu Kristu lil dawk li

jemmnu, bla ma jaghzel bejniethom. Il-bnedmin kollha dinbu u ccahdu mill-glorja ta

Alla; ghalekk issa huma jkunu minn rajh permezz tal-fidwa li hemm fi Kristu Gesu. Lilu

Alla qieghdu sagrificju ta tpattija ghall-mahfra tad-dnubiet ghal dawk li jemmnu bih. U

dan bis-sahha ta demmu. Rumani 3:21-26


Nifirhu u nitthennew u naghtuh glorja ghax wasal it-tieg tal-Haruf u l gharusa tieghu

hejjiet ruhha u lilha naghatali tilbes ghazel finjghammex l ghajnejn – ghax l-ghazel fin

ifisser l-ghemejjel tajba tal-qaddisin. Apokalissi 19:7-8

Tassew, Tassew nghidlek, jekk wiehed ma jitwelidxmill-ilma u l-ispirtu, ma jistax jidhol

fis saltna ta Alla. Dak li jitwieled mill-gisem; u dak li jitwieled mill-gisem hu gisem; u

dak li jitwieled mill-ispirtu hu spirtu. Gwanni 3:5,6


Hu l-ispirtu li jaghti l hajja, l ebda thabit tal gisem ma jiswa ghal xejn. Gwanni 6:63

My Child…You may not know me, but I know everything about you
…Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up
…Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways
…Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered
…Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image
…Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being
…Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring
…Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived
…Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation
…Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book
…Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live
…Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made
…Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb
…Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born
…Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me
…John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love
…1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you
…1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father
…1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could
…Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father
…Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand
…James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs
…Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope
…Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love
…Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore
...Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing
…Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you
…Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession
…Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul
…Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things
…Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me
…Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart
…Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires
…Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine
…Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager
…2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles
…2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you
…Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart
…Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes
…Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth
…Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus
…John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed
…John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being
…Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you
…Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins
…2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled
…2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you
…1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love
…Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me
…1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again
…Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen
…Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father
…Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…
Will you be my child?
…John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you
…Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad. Almighty God



Ibni…

Ghalkemm int forsi ma tafnix, jien naf kollox dwarek
…Salmi 139:1

Jien naf meta toqghod u meta tqum
…Salmi 139:2

Triqatek kollha nafhom sewwa
...Salmi 139:3

Sa x-xghar ta fuq rasek ghoddejt
...Matt 10:30

Ghax int maghmul fi xbihieti
...Gen 1:27

Fija int tghix, fija titharrek u fija int
...Atti 17:28

Jien ghaziltek qabel hlaqt din id-dinja
…Efisin 1:11-12

M’intix hawn bi zball ghax il-jiem kollha tieghek huma miktubin fil-ktieb tieghi
..Salmi 139:15-16

Jien fassalt jum twelidek u fejn se tghix
…Atti 17:26

Jien ghamiltek b’mod tal-ghageb
…Salmi 139:14

F’guf ommok insigtek
…Salmi 139:13
Jien hadtek mill-guf
…Salmi 71:6
Nies li ma jafunix ipinguni b’mod hazin
…Gwanni 8:41-44
M’inhix Alla l-boghod u rrabjat imma jien Imhabba
…1 Gwanni 4:16

Jien inhobbok b’ghozza kbira
…1 Gwann 3:1
Ghax int ibni u jien missierek
…1 Gwann 3:1

Jien noffrilek hafn’ aktar minn dak li jista joffrilek missierek naturali
…Mattew 7:11
ghax jien il-missier perfett
…Mattew 5:48

kull ghotja perfetta tigi minn ghandi
…Gakbu 1:17
Ghax jien nipprovdilek kull ma tehtieg
…Mattew 6:31-33
Il-progetti tieghi ghall-gejjieni tieghek huma dejjem mimlija bit-tama
…Geremija 29:11
Inhobbok b’imhabba li ma tintemmx
…geremija 31:3
Hsibijieti ghalik ma jistghux jinghaddu, l-istess bhar-ramel fil-bahar
...salm 139:17-18

Jien ninfexx f’ghajjat ta’ ferh minhabba fik
…Sofonija 3:17
Qatt ma jien ser nieqaf naghmillek il-gid
…Geremija 32:40
Int it-tezor specjali tieghi
…Esodu 19:5
b’qalbi u b’ruhi kollha nixtieqek tilhaq il-milja tieghek
…Geremija 32:41
U rrid nurik affarijiet kbar li int qatt ma hlomt li ghad tara
…Geremija 33:3
Jekk tfittxni b'qalbek kollha u ruhek kollha, int issibni
…Dewteronomju 4:29
Tghaxxaq bija u naghtik dak li tixtieq qalbek
…Salmi 37:4
Ghax dawk ix-xewqat jien tajtomlok
…Filippin 2:13

Ghandi l-qawwa li naghmel kollox bil-wisq izjed milli inti tista’ titlob jew timmagina
…Efisin 3:20
Jien inqawwilek qalbek u nsahhek f’kull ghemil u kelma sewwa
…2 Tessalonikin2:16-17
Jiena nfarrgek f’kull inkwiet tieghek
…2 Korintin 1:3-4
u nehilsek mid-dwejjaq kollu tieghek
…Salmi 34:18

Bhar-raghaj li jgorr haruf fi hdanu, hekk ukoll jien ingorrok qrib qalbi
…Isaija 40:11
ghad jasal il-jum meta jien nixxuttalek kull demgha minn ghajnejk
…Apokalissi 21:3-4
u nnehhilek l-ugigh u t-tbaghtija li ssib f’din l-art
…Apokalissi 21:3-4
Jien tassew missierek u nhobbok daqs kemm habbejt lil ibni, Gesu`
…Gwanni 17:23

Ghax f’Gesu` mhabbti tintwera bis-shih
…Gwanni 17:26
Hu x-xbiha ta’ l-essenza tieghi
…Lhud 1:3
Hu gie biex jurik li jien mieghek u mhux kontrik
…Rumani 8:31
u biex jgharrfek li jien m’inix ser inzomm kont ta’ dnubietek
…2 Korintin 5:18-19

Gesu` miet biex jien u int inkunu nistghu nergghu nithabbu
…2 Korintin 5:18-19
il-mewt tieghu kienet l-espressjoni ta’ mhabbti kollha ghalik
…1 Gwanni 4:10
jien tajt kull ma habbejt biex nirbah imhabbtek
…Rumani 8:31-32
Meta tircievi lil ibni bhala l-ghotja tieghi ghalik, int tircievi lili wkoll
…1 Gwanni 2:23
U xejn ma jerga` jifirdek minn imhabbti
…Rumani 8:38-39
Ejja lura d-dar u ssir festa fis-sema ghalik
…Luqa 15:7
Jien dejjem kont missier u dejjem se nkun missier
…Efisin 3:14-15
Il-mistoqsija tieghi hi din: Int trid tkun ibni?
…Gwanni 1:12-13
Kun af li Jien qed nistenniek
…Luqa 15:11-32

B’ghozza kbira, Alla, Missierek l-ghaziz

The King and the Bride

There was a girl promised to marry a very rich King. They were passionately in love with each other.

One time the girl met someone else, he flirted with her for a very long time without much success but ultimately she gave in to him (she thought he must surely love me if he kept on trying for all this time). They started dating and soon enough she fell in love. In the mean time she was still engaged to the King and she still loved him but she was confused. The man slept with the girl a few times.

After a while it became clear he didn’t really care much about her. He was after her, knowing she was engaged to the King out of sheer hatred of the King. The man used to be the King’s right hand man but when that got to his head, he tried to take over the kingdom he was expelled from the King’s courts.

His hatred for the King soon became clear to the girl and he raped her beat her until she could take no more and she ran away. She felt ashamed and broken and dirty. This led her to have a very low self esteem; she couldn’t believe the King truly loved her. This led her to seek acceptance from any man she met but all the men knowing she was the King’s fiancée used her to pour out their great anger towards him upon her. She enjoyed the company of men. But that was always temporary; most turned violent and raped her.

She not only refused to accept the King’s Love for her She rejected him completely because of her pain, she couldn’t believe there was such a thing as love, she wondered why the King never stopped her from doing what she did, and from suffering.

It was his love that allowed him to do this; he allowed her freedom so she could see that no matter what she did he still loved her unconditionally. Sometimes he looked at her in her pain wondering when she would stop and turn to him.

Onetime she went for a walk through the forest. There a gang of men met her with the intent of raping her to death. At that time the King came in his carriage with his knights. When he saw what was happening he couldn’t take it anymore so he ran out and told the gang leader (the first man she went out with) if they let her go they could do anything they wanted with him, undoubtedly they accepted. He told his knights to escort her to his palace and take care of her there and so they did.

The men grabbed him beat him, kicked him, whipped him, ridiculed him. They beat him to the point of death and the left him there thinking he was dead.

When the knights came back they thought he was dead as well. They checked his pulse and realized he was still alive. They took him to the palace where they medicated him. After a few days he regained consciousness, he called for the girl but she was crushed by guilt and refused to go. Within a few weeks he was back on his feet then he went to her, he held her, both where crying hysterically. He explained to her that no matter what she did he still loved her. She told him she was not good enough for him. He acknowledged that but told her it didn’t depend on whether she was good enough or not it depended on love. True love is unconditional, patient, forgiving, not jealous or forceful and does not keep record of wrong.

Out of his love he asked her if she wanted to choose whether she still wanted to marry him or not. But he told her “if you reject me go away from me, I will not be able to look at you. I love you passionately but you can go back to those men. PLEASE! Choose me! I do not want you to suffer I don’t want you to be in pain. But if you choose those men I will not be able to help you. The law prohibits me from helping you. According to the Law if someone rejects the King he/she is not allowed entry into the palace. Choose me today, I can give you time to think but the marriage is due soon. If you choose me today the Kingdom is not only mine but yours, I promise you we will live happily lavishing in each other’s love.”







Follow up








Who would you choose?







Would you choose the King?












Or the men?








What if I told you it was really up to you to choose?





What if I told you the King was God and YOU are the girl. God became a man and was tempted, testing his love for you He Died.


You might say I am content with the way I am living. Are you? You might say I am satisfied, but I assure you this satisfaction is nothing compared with what comes with the love of God. You know as well as I do that nothing can really satisfy your thirst for something more. No earthly satisfaction lasts. You might say “if I get that thing” or “if I get that girl” or “if I get that position” or “if I get more money” or “if I get accepted” then maybe I will be satisfied. I assure you won’t because that thirst is for something supernatural. It is a thirst for the spirit of God

It is in your hands now. PLEASE choose Him! Will you trade the love of the King for the Hatred of these men? Will you trade the Love of God for the hatred of Demons?

I love you all I do not want you to suffer. He loves you even more than I do. He doesn’t want you to suffer. He does not want you to go to Hell.

But he respects your choice.

He cannot go against your will.

PLEASE choose Him today.

You never know when you might die, you can no longer say when I’m old I will choose Him. You never know when you might die.

Think about it have you gotten drunk without a hang over, have you ever had casual sex with long lasting satisfaction or maybe even without any regrets? Everything you do to satisfy yourself will not last long.

Other than that, this lifetime is like a drop compared to the ocean. Are you going to compromise eternity for temporary pleasure?

If you don’t believe God could love you so much if you can find a bible please read ‘Songs of Solomon’ it describes God’s love for his Bride, and He died for you, even when you hated Him that is what real love is: unconditional and undeserved.

I urge you turn to Him I would rather go to hell myself if that means you will be saved. I Love you. No matter what you think of me and no matter how many things there might be that irritate me, I still Love you even if you reject me.